I cant sleep...
So the demons in my head have decided that I am no longer aloud to sleep. I hate having so much wrong with me, I just worry and worry. Most of the time its just I wonder when I'm going to die or what do bacon pancakes taste like (lets just say I'm also lactose intolerant.)
Seriously though I literally haven't slept in like 3 days, what the hell is anorexia doing to me, I know I'm dying and all that, but come on at least let me flipin sleep.
Why can't I just like poison myself, with I don't know milk or something, I'm not wanted anywhere. I so just want to die, just right here right now in this chair. Or maybe I could just die in my sleep, but no I'm not aloud to frickin sleep am I!!!!
Anyway if anybody has any advice on how I can get my brain to shut up so I can sleep comment below
This is Alexis signing off x
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| This is so frickin true! |
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