Shit has happened!
I don't wanna be here anymore.
I've just lost a really close friend today, over a stupid thing I did. She won't take my apology. She says she wants to be friends still but if I don't sort myself out, it won't happen.
Well guess what!! I can't fucking help it can I!! I am who I fucking am!! I she don't like that she can fuck off!!
I wish that I could say that too her, but she means so much to me. I love her, and she did once.
I wish I could turn back time, back to lunch, back to before I did that stupid thing, back to my fucking hell hole.
I don't even know why I'm still here. I don't know why I even bother.
If this is the last post you know what has happened.
For my school friends who will see this, if I'm not here tommorow you know why.
This is Alexis, signing off x
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