So today was my first day back at school, and I had to say goodbye to the only person who understood my situation, my history teacher miss sharples who left at the end of last term. I really need her at the moment she practically saved my life. I was so close to commuting suicide and she brought me back.
I miss her so much, I just wanted to crawl into a hole and cry. Today was shit. My life is dying around me...
I want Miss sharples, she gave me somewhere to go a much and break, so I didn't have panic attacks when there was loads of people around me. She would let me go into her classroom and let me just flip out if I needed to. She would give me somebody to talk to when I was, well wanting to kill myself. She was the only person who could make me smile, she was the reason I stayed alive, she saved my life.
I wish she would still be here, still around so I could stop this feeling. I so wanna just kill myself right now. Right here right now!!
This is Alexis, signing off x
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